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So, I was just thinking to myself while I was in the shower that I had just heard a song that may be the inspiration for the sequel to "Dirty Little Secret" but I couldn't remember what it was... when, what should come on Pandora? Green Day's "Boulevard of Broken Dreams", the song that I was just trying to figure out!

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone


And then, immediately after that, Linkin Park's "Breaking the Habit" which seems like it could work really well as the sequel to the sequel.

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright.
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

So... I guess we'll see what happens...

So, I definitely know what's going to happen in the sequel or, at least, in the first part of the sequel. The problem being? I either end it in another cliff-hanger (one that I'm sure most people would kill me for) or I have to figure out the next part (no matter if I make it into one story or two).

Here's what I'm working on:

How would Harry would react upon telling Severus? Would he be apologetic? Defensive? Angry? Try to tell Severus why he hid it? Or just stick with a simple sorry?

How would Severus react during this confrontation? Inside his head, not on his face. Would he be hurt? Would he understand? Would he feel betrayed? Would he want to end things? Or would he want to make it work? Would he taunt Harry? Hurt him (emotionally, not physically)?

So, basically what this comes down to is that I won't be posting the sequel until I figure out what the next part of the story is.

Does anyone read this? I don't update because I don't think anyone does, but if you do read this, let me know and I'll actually start writing stuff in here.

I'm sure there are people out there who wonder: why are there all these people who hate Dumbledore? Wasn't he a good guy? *snort* Yes, deliberately placing a child is an abusive household is a good thing, ne? Anyways, I won't rant more, because Kalen Darkmoon puts forth a much more eloquent and persuasive argument than I ever could.

Find it here: Kalen Darkmoon's Profile. Scroll down a little, past the recs.

Summaries are all the authors. Recs are my personal opinion on the piece. Warnings are my own and/or the authors. I do not warn about explicit sex.

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Resort by Forever Then Some
Summary: It's the end of Seventh year, and everyone around Harry begins acting very strangely. Enemies are friends, friends are strangers, and Severus is...
Recs: This is one of those stories that tend to stick with you far past when you've finished reading it; randomly it will just come to you. This is one of the best bittersweet stories I've ever read, or even watched. Be warned, this ending is very bittersweet, but is the perfect ending to this wonderful story. Check out the other stories by this author, they're also very good, although this is undoubtedly at this moment, her best.
Warnings: Language, an ending that will leave you cursing outloud while typing a note to the author begging for a sequel.

The rest of my Snarry recs can be found Here.